sad tango

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i just covered a heavy chapter of socials and im quite contented. one more to go and then sleeeeeep. well i guess im quite happy to know that im on a few friends' top 10 treasued people list hee hee dont worry i love everyone :) i feel tired now though, ive got an early day tmrw and im probably camping over macs tmrw night hurrr. im gonna be on a short hiatus i guess cos my monitor is gonna be covered up by my goals for term 4 which 5 subs are all aiming for an a2 or a1, my goodness. well im gg now, peace out hey town.

before i go i must say that Rain is simply awesome. his dancing is bloody good and his singing is fantastic. okay bye world be good while im gonna, and rock on babehs (okay what the hell)

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hi world, life is good to me.
ytd, i studied alot and had tuition. then i took a break with ann vicko and murizzz! finally saw them again, ann is err silly as usual :) grapevined, then off for more food at the coffeeshop. ann's dad sent me home.

then today, woke up to shufen and ab's call. went to meet fern, walked to abs place. macs breakfast, the studying at lou's place. tennis with them at 1730pm then chili crab with fern and rlim for dinner, it was super good man. and fine, shufen has officially joined clique a, so i will love her more now even though we share a love-hate relationship but i know she loves me alot :D and i will protect her from anyone who wants to punch her.
also i finally met rlim today, i missed her so i am very happy now. abs and lou make me v happy too. oh and me shufen and abs were like trying to solve this stupid secret codes in my chem's o level longman book and we came up with all the funny things like Tender Emeline and Jellyfish and shufen started mumbling some shit which made me laugh like hell? haha i love clique a!

tmrw, more studying at lou's condo then body sculpt. studying on saturday then off to valerie's friend's party then uh must study like hell on sunday, go ah go! :) eme, you can one.
vicko sent me the scariest photo of herself today, i almost fainted but i Wuv Chew veeko.

vanessa yap ru, i remember you la silly i will always remember you :)
pomt, go ruiyi go i support you 4eva!
eve, you mean alot to me ^^v

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yknw i think its pathetic whenever you listen to people who talk bad about your good/close frenid and its like, slowly because of that you start to change your perception of the person. i mean ya i don't want that to happen definately, cos i know you are not like that. but when others say these of you, i can't help but to listen and rethink, yeah maybe you ARE like that and that kinda sucks cos i'd feel very mean and horrible. but what to do, we are all humans and yeah.. i feel my perception of you changing and its scaring me.

plus, a phonecall that lasted for 4 hours last night made me change my mind about certain stuffs about the person on the line.

nvm, i am not emo like abby is. i just feel.. bad that im kinda wavering this way, i don't know haha. aiya look towards the future la, hor :) bye!
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